As Ian, our director paced back and forth across the church floor, a foreboding feeling grew inside of me. He talked about how relationships of the romantic type were not to be formed, how they had never, in the history of Smorgasbord, worked out. There were too many high emotions being relieved in the art we called drama. As he talked about all of these things, I knew for sure that I was in love with Logan.
So to get rid of my Crush on Jacob, I wrote a song about it! Its very good release.
You're so cute, like totally adorable
I feel like a total prep when I say:
I hope you're not gay.
You've had me going for years
conventionally disturbed
Perfect hair, beautiful face
beautifully slouched
Beautiful smile.
And now we're here together I still don't know
but its against the law.
I hate this girlish love romance
I hate this girlish crush romance
The only problem besides that one:
You haven't given me a glance.
So thats how my song for Bryce went. It was about 1 in the morn when I wrote it, but I'm sure you could tell. I did switch some things up when I rewrote this though.
So another thing I did to rid myself of my crush on Kyle, by writing in my journal about it!
But now we've come to the most important part, I prayed. I talked to God about Zach, and asked him for forgiveness for my lust, and to break this silly crush, and to give me and my crush a great friendship.
Then I told a very good friend about my crush on Jake, and asked her to pray about it for me also.
I hope my trying to make a comedy that still teaches about a serious subject worked!
See all those different names up there? How fast we go through crushes? We know nothing about our crushes. They're cute=young girl instantly "in love". Some people have many crushes at the same time! Usually, we're irrational and scared to talk to them. (Or is that just a shy kid thing? :)
The best thing that we can do about this, is pray, and ask someone else to pray for you, because its just nice to have that sort of support, and if the person you confide in is really your friend, she wont let the cat out of the bag, and she'll honesty pray for you.
I don't think I've ever asked a friend to pray for me about this, I usually just write a song, pray, and get over. But it really is nice to have friends pray for you.
Also, thank you all for the lovely comments! I'll try and get back to some fashion stuff for yah. Starting this blog has made me realize though, that I am much more then the clothes I wear.
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This is a girl who hides in the forest from the soldiers. Her parents are captured, and are in the dungeons under the castle. Her brother became a soldier after he betrayed her family. She falls inlove with a tall dark and handsome boy from the trails, and together they rescue blah blah blah . That's some what the story haha. 
Mesa good at being creepy! L<3VED
You can view the masks here. Hope you like them! L<3VED
Thank you to everyone, and God especially, for preventing me from writing love on my arm with hate. And thank you to my sister Lydia, for being my lovely model, and a dear best friend.
Confession: For years, I've secretly had a tiny desire to have cancer, because I want to be bald and have a bunch of different wigs to wear.
Confession: I am deathly afraid of toilets overflowing.
Confession: I feel a little sad inside when people say they love me, or call me awesome, because I feel like I don't deserve any love, and I'm not awesome. (which is true:)
Confession: Since Christmas, I've been having an affair with with my tri-pod. See the loving expression I give it?
Out doors ^^ In restroom vv
Ah, yes, this is what I wore to the 17th annual nerd convention. Where I plan to go again today and hang out with my Hom(school)ies! So fun :)
All this me stuff aside now, I have a prayer request. As you have probably heard, Japan was hit by a giant wave. I know what it's called, don't worry, I just can't spell it. Anyway, some of my churches missionaries are MIA, they were hit pretty much right on. I think we all need to be praying for everyone over there, that God would let them know that He always has a plan, and that He is there with them. 
The result is wedding Day Blue:
So here is how it works: 
Yah know, when I walk into the library (where these photos were taken) some people look at me like I'm crazy. But I don't get it. Its just my generation. Why can't they all just fade away?
I'll tell you a secret about these sun glasses: When I wear them, I can see for miles and miles!
Now, just who do you think I've been listening to today? L<3ved
Another day, another dog. Doen't it look like I need a scottie dog? aww
So I really just wanted to wear my red hat to day...let me rephrase that, I really wanted to wear my red hat today. So I thought the hat and the scarf would be a brilliant combo, but I wanted to pick up the color yellow from the scarf, and I don't have a yellow shirt. So I buttoned on my cropped cardi, then put the button down over it. Since the cardi looked delightful under the shirt, I didn't want to place the scarf over it. So I belted it with a vintage purse strap.
I'm just missing green socks ;)
Oh, and this is the skirt I bought! (It has pockets!)
Thanks for the tips on my last post dears! Oh, and the song from a few posts back is 'poisening pegions in the park' by John Lehrer. Ah-mazing!
Can you guess from the photos what I'm dreaming of? I'll give you some song lyrics if you can't: By the sea side ah-ah by the beautiful sea!
And instead of my usual nautical plea, I'm switching over to the side of beachy keen jelly bean. Straw hats, beaded bracelets, light cotton skirts. *sigh* I am so ready for summer.
Why hello there random nachos with cheese, sour cream, black olives, lettuce, and more cheese. I want you. haha I went shopping with the dears and then we grabbed a yummy bite to eat! And now, gaze upon my new but obviously old vintage hat I bought yesterday:
Ta-da! I also thrifted a black skirt for 7.50. Cha-ching! Love you guys for not abondoning me!
Ten cool points to anyone who knows the song!
Remember how yesterday I was bored? I think I'm over it. The evidence is clear in this post.
But I'll still go shopping :) Wouldn't say no to that!
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